I'm sorry I never had th guts to tell you how I really felt bout you

This is it.. I'm fucking tired of living my life just for eiiu ..
I'm not onlie physically tired , but also mentally tired .
Do eiiu even understand wat ii have been going through these few daes ?

Th alcoholic is finally kicking in..
At least , it let miie break down for tonight ..

-Insert: Listening to Goodnight- hitt-

I'm reallie starting to cry like mad ..
If eiiu were to see this image of
miie , wat would eiiu do?..
I need a vacation away from eiiu ..

Eiiur birthdae had to be th dae my
grandfather die this year ,
Wae wae wae wae wae , must eiiu torture miie
.

FUCKMYLIFE

I seriously cannot take it anymore ..

I have been trying to smile to get through each dae
without having people to ask : " Are you fine? "
I'm tired , verrie tired ...

-Songhee is out of this world .. -