I miss you, do you miss me too?

It had been daes since my grandfather passed away ...
And till now , he has been lingering around my mind ..
I miss him , th last time we met was during Chinese New Year ..
We didn't talk anything much .. I regretted .. I miss him ..
I swear to myself , whenever his Death Anniversary is near ..
I would visit him by myself on that whole week, everydae ...
It's been a long time I cried, and Im sobbing here ...
I still cannot forget th fact that he left miie ..
Wae do he had to leave first ? WAE ? .. I dunn wann ..
Wae must they be so cruel ..
Even though , I smile doesn't mean I'm happie ..
I still cannot bring up th smile on my lips ..
This isn't going to work .. I just miss him , my grandfather ..

Nothing's Over, This is Just Th Beggining .
Songhee's

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I'm sorry I never had th guts to tell you how I really felt bout you

This is it.. I'm fucking tired of living my life just for eiiu ..
I'm not onlie physically tired , but also mentally tired .
Do eiiu even understand wat ii have been going through these few daes ?

Th alcoholic is finally kicking in..
At least , it let miie break down for tonight ..

-Insert: Listening to Goodnight- hitt-

I'm reallie starting to cry like mad ..
If eiiu were to see this image of
miie , wat would eiiu do?..
I need a vacation away from eiiu ..

Eiiur birthdae had to be th dae my
grandfather die this year ,
Wae wae wae wae wae , must eiiu torture miie
.

FUCKMYLIFE

I seriously cannot take it anymore ..

I have been trying to smile to get through each dae
without having people to ask : " Are you fine? "
I'm tired , verrie tired ...

-Songhee is out of this world .. -

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I Love You More Than Th Star In The Sky

I'm starting to fall in love again ..
But this time round , ii was more on th heartbroken side ..
I mistooken everything he told miie , fuckmylife ..
Seriously fuckthis life ..

I wish that we did not met each other at all , if ..
he is gonna be that cold to miie .. I'm reallie heartbroken ..

Wat happened to You? To Miie? & Most importantly To US?

We were fine before School Reopen .. Eiiu hardly chatted with miie ..
I had been crying more lately .. Wae , is this always happenning to miie ..
Wae , WAE did ii like heck NOT is "LOVE" eiiu ?

Eiiu keep making miie heartbroken , iim not jealous or anything ..
Is just that ii would wann eiiu to at least speak to miie ..
Eiiu keep making miie mistookin that eiiu like miie ..

But .. I just simply love eiiu .. Jebal , saranghaeee ...
Is it wrong ? Is it all wrong ?

-Songhee<3