God ! Why didn't eiiu let miie die , why make miie survive !?

"Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice,

but falling in love with you was beyond my control."

“Should I smile because we are friends?

Or cry because we'll never be anything more?”

“I can't make you love me,want me,or understand me..

All I can do Is hope that someday you will.”

“Sitting next to you doing absolutely nothing,

means absolutely everything to me”

“Everyone in life is gonna hurt you,

you just have to figure out which people are worth the pain.”

"Nobody would love a geek like me..."

Why can't Lord just let miie die .
I dunn wanna survive in this world anymore .
I thought there is a reson for miie to survive .
But ii couldn't think of any reason to survive .
Yesterdae , on my way home , ii thought of it .
I wanted to end my life , be it an accident of others .
It doesn't matter , as long as ii get to die ...
This is th second time in life ii wanted to die .
But th first time in life ii wanted to die badly ...

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J.SongHee정송희♥Y.DooJoon윤두준((:

Dunn expect miie to forgive eiiu , cause eiiu betray miie ==

Yeah Listen to this

Even though darkness wraps around me
Even though I can't see one inch before me because it's so dark
The hurt heart heart heart of hers that got wounded
I will wrap around

I promise I'm gonna be down
Her that is getting tired of the repeated times
If you have no place to lean then come and lean on me
For you we will be together call us
Start again right now

Now again one better day~ one better day~
A bright tomorrow is waiting for you
Now again one better day~ one better day~
I'm here I will go together with you I'm going in
Thoughts that you're by yourself

The worlds that have no answer the days tic tok like the hands of a clock
All the hard times just cut them up
This light has waited for you
Her that is getting tired of the repeated times
If you have no place to lean then come and lean on me
For me I came here call us
And again start right now

Now again one better day~ one better day~
A bright tomorrow is waiting for you
Now again one better day~ one better day~
I'm here I will go together with you
My heart is running
Whenever with me

Now let's start baby yeah it is
Now again one better day~ one better day~
A bright tomorrow is waiting for you
Now again one better day~ one better day~
I'm here I will go together with you

- MBLAQ-One Better Day.

I never noee ii will ended up like this . It hurt miie in th heartzxc ...
Jermey Tan my cousin , BETRAY miie !? ii almost become a THEIF !
WHY CAN'T THEY JUST DUNN BOTHER MIIE !
SCREW EIIU II HATE EIIU FOREVER !
Shall not blog anymore , ii wann to go and sleep ...
iim damm fucked up -.- BLOODY FUCKER !
Buaiibyeee, nitesnites ....

May tomorrow be a better dae

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J.SongHee정송희♥Y.DooJoon윤두준((:

Th more ii think of eiiu , th more heartbroken ii get .

One that speaks without thinking
Not a little child, but one that will embrace me
Not a girl that plays around sometimes when she's bored
But one that will only love me
Even if she stays still and guys hand her their phoone
That kind of girl that will proudly take out and show my picture

Girl, I need a girl
Pretty no matter what she does
A pretty body, too
Girl, I need a girl
Baby, I need you
Girl, you need me, too

A kind of girl that looks better in jeans than a skirt
A girl that will eat the kimchi fried rice that I make instead
A girl who looks young even though she's old
I like that kind of girl(Know what I mean)

A girl that acts shy, but knows how to be bold
Always pretends to careful of her behaviorBut when you're with her
Hmm, y'all know what I'm talking about

I need a girl-Taeyang ft G-Dragon(:

Heyhey , back for blogging(:

Whole dae were playing my BELOVED COUSINS !

ft - Jeremy,Daryl,Joey,Vanessa,Rachel,Kimberly,Yvonne etc ;)

HAD A GREAT FUN TODAE THANKS GUYS !

Anyway , when down to plae , after that : WOOHOO~

I SAW KLEIN ONG BOON PING ! He saw miie too :X

Hahahahaas , iim mad :P LALALALALAA ~

Sometimes ii just simply love him ? ii dunno too :D

Tomorrow still got school , meeting Jam at 7am !

Must sleep lerhhx ~ Buaiibyee Readers(if theres any><)

"ii dunno if ii love him a not iim confused wat do ii feel bout him ?! Friends or stead ? ii dunno , we are like over friendship but not till stead ! IAMCONFUSED ! ii noee he dunn love miie at all , just playing with miie onlie , but ii just cannot let eiiu go ! iim starting to have a little tinsy winsy bit of feelings toward eiiu , but eiiu instantly kill it ! IHATEEIIU! "

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J.SongHee정송희♥Y.DooJoon윤두준((:

Why is it so hard for eiiu to believe ii care bout eiiu ?

NOT IN A MOOD TO POST RIGHT NOW !

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J.SongHee정송희♥Y.DooJoon윤두준((:

My Love For Eiiu , Can't Seem To Stop(:

I’ll back off so you can live
Say it directly, looking at me
Say it looking into my eyes
Did you just say you wanted to break up?
Did you want to end it with me?

(I Know) You probably got a lady
(I Know) You probably got sick of me
Even though the tears are rushing to me

I’ll back off so you can live
That is all I can say
I’ll forget you so you can live better
So that you’ll be happy without me
The love that you tossed away, you can take it
Don’t even leave a trace behind and take it all
Don’t even say you’re sorry
Don’t worry about me

Your lips that told me tha you were going to leave
Why does it give me a reason to be angry today?
I need to stop you, the words don’t go out
And you are already moving far apart

(I know) You will forget me
(I know) I will really hate you
Even though you know everything

You! The reason I lived
You! Were all I wanted
You! It was me who only looked at you

Why? Why are you leaving?
Why? Why are you tossing me away?
If you were going to be like this
Why did you love me in the first place?

Do you happen to remember that day?
That day when we first met
I still remember it
The promise you made to me
That you will only care for me
That you will only protect me
That you will only love me
I believed your lies, I believed it

Did you really love me?
I’ll forget you so you can live better
Goodbye

-G.NA[I'll Back Off So You Can Live]

Harloo Readers(: Mainhae for not blogging):
Cause went out s0o and forth , go MarinaBaySand plus YOG'2010!

MarinaBaySand Events^^
Great , Have a great fun(; MarinaBaySand was FUN too! Hahaa , Jingyi,Peiling,Dylan,Vanessa,Ashley except for Evelynn stayed(; At night we cannot sleep , did something damm STUPID & FUN ! Suddenly miie & Peiling jump out of th bed and dance Nobody-Wondergirls:D Hahahaas , we like mad person like that ! :))

11August- YOG Ceremony(Rehearsal)
Went with Minsu plus her sister and friends((: Ate Subway for dinner :P Then go the YOG lerhhx . Even though it is just rehearsal , there's still LOTS of people! Haizz , saw Ryan ! Bastard -.-" LOLS ! Anyway when home damm late ): Still got school!

Todae , PON choir again and again ): Awww...
iim going to be caught by Miss Elieen Tan again -.-"
Slack with Jingyi&Peiling after school .
After that went to my house blow air-con! LOLS ~
Boredtodeathnow ! Wat to do now ? Hmm ....

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J.SongHee정송희♥Y.DooJoon윤두준((: